Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

Golden rays piercing your soft shutters(eyelids)
The world opens with the opening of your eye
Sheets silky slipping down your elegant body
Sweetening all that exists around your soul we lie

Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

Spell bounding your senses captivating my soul
Never-ending shade under your magical tresses I rest
Such gleeful eyes ajar surpasses the lumens of a million crystal
Softest of velvets lips from distant land in the west

Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

Your warm core pressed upon my submissive body
Waking up against you an undying ecstasy
Every ounce of breath gifted surrendered my love
So blissful, oh time freeze for eternity

Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

Tasting your innocence, alas! The fountain of youth
Expelled from the material world lost in sweet transition
Every second planted on those petals a lifetime spent
Sacrificing countless lifetimes in turn for a single second
   

Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

When the jealous moon approaches its territory(sky)
I think of you thinking of me in your starry room with orchid fields
Coming to you is greater than making peace with oh heavenly
Greatness I have done to be blessed with theses deeds

Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me

Drowning back with you oh mighty lover through the dark
So silent in your presence every beat heard
The bitter sorcerer(god) up above solving my love trivia
Aint nothing louder than my love for you dear sylvia


Sometimes I wonder if you ever loved me
         

Wonderful Azbaba.... Very well written....

i have had and cherished this poem for a long time. since i have posted it here and have been getting comments, it feels really good. feels like there are others out there who understand what a break up feels like.
i had heard not to show your pain to anyone, but that is really misleading. talking really helps

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