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aaj main bahot dhuk mehsoos kar raheen hoon... na jaaney kyon muhabbat kee beywaafeeyon se tung aa k, kisi saaye mein saaya dhoond raheen hoon.

magar humesha kee tarhaan, aaj wo saaya phir na milla... aur subse dard naak baat, dhoop ka rung tak mujh pe nahi jhalak raha... main akaylee, mera dil akayla, meree dastaan adhooree. kahaan jaaoon? kiss k paas jaoon? kon hai mera? kon apnaeyga mujhe? kon pehchaaney ga mujhe? main kon hoon? khud ko pehchaanoon kaise? kiss qayanat mein aakay puhs gayee? yahaan se chuhtkara paaoon kaise? koi aaye, jo jaantha ho mujhko, aur leyjaaye iss jahaan se. yahaan meray leeyaen kuch bhi nahi hai. na yahaan, na kaheen aur. ek ulug dunya mein se aee thee main, uss dunya ka raasta tak bhool gayee. kon banayga lahtee meree? kon leyjaaega mujhe wahaan?

main guhm hoon... koi dhoodhey muhje. main tanhaa hoon... koi upna kahay mujhe. main dhool hoon... aaj ek baar phir khud mein ghul k ghayab...

koi na kehna mujhse kuch, koi na poohchna mujhse kuch. koi na rok na muhje. kaheen tufaan na aajaye. koi na tok na muhje, kaheen qayamat na aajaye... khuda kee amanat hoon, unn k aas lott jaana hai, muhabbat ka shikar hoon, uss k kadmon mein misal jaanaa hai...

maaf karna tum sub muhje, jiss jiss ko maine kabhi jaaney unjaaney mein dhuk diya. main insaan hoon, ghalteean humaree fitrat hai... aur maaf karna anjaam.

aaj main bahot dhuk mehsoos kar raheen hoon... na jaaney kyon muhabbat kee beywaafeeyon se tung aa k, kisi saaye mein saaya dhoond raheen hoon.




kissee aur ko bhi gar koi dhuk hai, ya meree tarhaan aaj bardaasht se bahar hain dhuk k jasbaat, tho boldo, boj halka karo. dhuk kee dawa buss dhuk baant ne se hai. I PROMISE!

aap sb ko dost maantee hoon, iss leeyaen aap ko bata thee hoon... please ye mat samhaj na k dhuk ka boj kissee k kandhon mein somp rahee hoon... main aisee nahee hoon. buss i am desperate for caring and kind friends, who dare to listen with true hearts...

sorry...

thx sanya.

thank u celmira. aap jaise logon k honay se yakeen aatha hai k abhi koi hai jo humme pyaar karay... aap jaise dost bahot mushkil se milthay hain! thank u very much!