addiction

I hear it calling,my tempting addiction
why do i burden myself with such restriction
its only human to give in to temptation
it overwhelms your senses with delightfull sensation

a visual riot,a sensual treat
a virtual fire that increases the bodies heat
i am enslaved to these sights so sweet
satisfying my need,for this forbidden fruit i greed

of my affliction,my family have no notion
secretly i drink of this brew,a witches potion
as my desires swirl,like the storms at the depth of the ocean
perverse,intoxication by this filthy concoction

I stand at the tunnels end,but theres no light
to spare myself from this addicion i have to fight
all those gaurdian angels have taken flight
there's only demons,to the left and right

and as my hunger is growing stronger
each day passed, my recovery takes longer
i've lost it all how? i ponder
but do i despise my addiction,i still wonder

finally a reply,shukria

no problem,im kinda used to not getting any feed back.
thanks any way