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dead heart
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deep down inside my dark heart,
i noe i have lost u,
the act of romeo and julliet is now over,
now its time to accept the fact n reality of life...
there is a deep dark scar,
in my dark heart that u left,
ur rejection left it there,
a rejection to my love after u accepted it...
a scar that every single person exploits,
every single person who comes close to my heart,
a scar that spoils my life,
but i'm happy wid dat coz u gave it to me...
depression now seems to be my partner,
my life partner,
and love seems to be its brother,
they both assist in spoiling my life...
one shows dreams and,
the other one breaks them,
one pushes me towards a beautiful life and,
the other one pulls me back...
and u assisted both brothers in destroying me,
shattering my heart in uncounted pieces,
but i still hold the power of my body,
i hold the soul which has no use n no emotion...
it hold me upright;acts as a backbone,
u wont reach it,
standing infront of u is ur created gift to my love,
a dark burnt broken scary heart...
it now doesnt want its mate to be like itself,
it doesnt want its owner to suffer,
it doesnt want its owner to die in tears,
i thank u coz u gave me such a heart...
the heart i gave u was returned in another condition,
u thought it was ur property,
indeed it was,
but now u lost ur rite over it...
there is no point in me complainin,
betrayals are part of life,
but revenge is law of life,
i cant even do dat coz of the love i still have for u in my dirty black heart...
life is like a car,
wheels have to move as long as there is fuel eventhough the driver doesnt want it to,
there is one way of stoppin and that is dont add fuel,
u have to add more or the world will leave u bak;coz no one cares...
people are mean and they will leave u behind,
i cant stay bak saying "i was betrayed"
there is no one who cares,
learning from this disasterous experience is all wat i can do...
i have learnt neva to love,
i understand and noe very well dat dis is impossible,
but trying is the key,
and life tries u every time so y not u tryin life...
life is like a piano,
black keys show sorrow,
white keys show hapiness,
but neva to forget that the black keys produce music too...
there is an end to everythin,
my dreams shattered and came to an end,
hopefully this stream of tears shall cum to an end too,
but hopes arent the best solution in ignoring facts of life coz they arent always fulfilled...
i am tired,
i need an end,
and end to my tears and my life,
dug here deep inside the ground covered with soil i am thinking about one thing only;my depressin life which ended with a wonderful relationship;all thnx to u...
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