NOBODY deserves death after all !!!

I am a 17 year old girl who is pregnant by a 15 year old boy. Don't ask why we even had sex because truthfully, it still has not occurred to me. We were close but we never really took the time to get to know each other on a personal basis. I had no idea of his age until after we had sex and by then, it was too late.

A month later, I discovered I had made the dumbest, irreversible mistake of my life...being unexpectedly pregnant. We were both scared but continued to get along until it came time to tell our parents. After a lot of research, I decided to keep my child. I always said I would never get an abortion but when it really happened to me, I was lost.

I was almost 3 months by the time I told my sister who told the scary news to everyone else. They were not happy but they were all ok about it or took it better than I expected. My father also made the decision to keep my baby because he would not sign for abortion because of our religion. My boyfriend's family took it the worst, especially his mom. She claimed it was a set-up because I knew his family was wealthy. She said a lot of negative and harsh things which discouraged both me and my boyfriend. He began to avoid me, pick arguments, and just simply disrespect me. I became discouraged and I would cry myself to sleep every night. There was no one to turn to except God, but I was too ashamed to ask for mercy. But I was strong and I didn't give up hope because through it all, I knew God was still with me.

Eventually, my boyfriend came back around and we're just as happy as before but happier. He's even excited about our little boy to be.

I'm 5 months and counting and I'm so anxious and so is he, times 2! I hope that this will better help me prepare for the real life although many of my goals and dreams have been postponed. Postponed, temporarily because I'm still going to do them.

Abortion shouldn't be legal. I have no respect for anyone who believes that it should. It is cruel and unfair, and no one deserves death for any reason. NOBODY!

well i appeciate the way u took things.... abortions are painful, beyond any doubt... but  still i dont agree with banning female forticides.. i think its better to kill then giving a child life worst then death... i case of female forticide although govt is trying to push people to balance nature but still the way unwanted gals or childs are brought up is too painful. i am sorry dont agree in regard to banning... as people committ mistakes... then they committ bigger mistakes by giving birth to unwanted child n then giving them a life full of hatred and struggle.... better not to plant a tree if u cant water later......

thanks isha... has it been in my hand i would have really removed all banns.. as let people decide whether they want gal child by their happiness and let not the govt decide. i agree by this we would be able to see less no. of gals but atleast happy faces not the struggling one .... for that matter even illegitimate childs... who are given birth n then being thrown in bins or orphanages that number can also be reduced. govt should try to create awareness by giving education, and not the punishment to the new born who will always have to live with the name UNWANTED....

hmm..well shayad the title is ok from point of view of the writer but i think sometime death is better then life... the society we belong to... kash hum badal pate... wo sab kuch ...

arey ladkiyon, kya ho gaya hay tum logo ko?

Everyone gets born with his/her own destiny...

Nobody has got right to kill an unborn baby...maza lene mein to log bahut aagey hain...bachchon ko palne mein pichey kyon?

And its always better to let a baby fulfill his/her destiny than killing him/her...

Who are you to decide?...Nobody can get pregnant by her will...its by God's grace that a girl becomes pregnant...so it should be left to God to decide when the baby should die...

well well sorry every one but i really not agree as to people committ mistakes... but y innocent children has to bear... we as a whole write bad destiny for such children by giving birth to unwanted...  its easy to say lets not kill unborn.. but just see the numbers on roadside and in orphanages.. just think once as to how namy of us have really supported such children for their whole life till... believe me if a single person here in fourm says that he or she has made one's life beautiful by taking responsibilty of such kid i will be the happiest one..

sorry if i m hurting someone's sentiments.

how abortion hurts the baby!!!...
Can you Believe this ?

Month One

Mommy, I am only 8 inches long, but I have all my organs. I love the sound of Your voice. Every time I hear it, I wave my arms and legs. The sound of your Heart beat is my favorite lullaby.

Month Two

Mommy, today I learned how to suck my thumb. If you could see me, You could definitely tell that I am a baby. I'm not big enough to Survive outside my home though. It is so nice and warm in here.

Month Three

You know what Mommy, I'm a girl !! I hope that makes you happy. I always want you to be happy. I don't like it when you cry. You sound So sad. It makes me sad too, and I cry with you even though you Can't hear me.

Month Four

Mommy, my hair is starting to grow. It is very short and fine, but I Will have a lot of it. I spend a lot of my time exercising. I can Turn my head and curl my fingers and toes, and stretch my arms and Legs. I am becoming quite good at it too.

Month Five

You went to the doctor today. Mommy, he lied to you. He said that I'm not a baby. I am a baby Mommy, your baby. I think and feel. Mommy, what's abortion?

Month Six

I can hear that doctor again. I don't like him. He seems cold and Heartless. Something is intruding my home. The doctor called it a Needle. Mommy what is it? It burns! Please make him stop! I can't get away from it! Mommy!! HELP me!! No. . .

Month Seven

Mommy, I am okay. I am in god's arms. He is holding me. He told me about abortion. Why didn't you want me Mommy?

Every Abortion Is Injust . . .

One more heart that was stopped. Two more eyes that will never
See. Two more hands that will never touch. Two more legs that will
Never run. One more mouth that will never speak.

*** got this in mail.......i'm not saying doing abortion or not doing abortion is right.....i think we all should let PARENTS decide wat they think instead of we making decision for them or our bogus govt.........and anyways its so EASY commenting while sitting here but we never knew wats going on gurlz mind ......i mean it sure is hard on gurl to kill a life who is inside her....so who r we to comment....unless we fully know the whole story why she wants to abort the child**

6 weeks old 2-day mommy
A b-day gift for me
A pair of big brown eyes
Through one day I will see

Where are we going mommy
With the rain splasing down
When it hits the sidewalk
It makes a funny sound
Bang through the big white doors
With people dressed in green
If they hurt you mommy just run away and scream
Help me mommy their tearing me apart
Their goes my big brown eyes
Their goes my little heart
I love you mommy
Beleive me I do
But the worst thing is
I thought you loved me too